Third Week of the Month

Judging by the calendar, it’s time for Amy’s monthly call to bring her down to dirt level. One more year. Can I wait one more year?

What’s stopping me from totally cutting myself off from those people that gave me birth and a low self esteem. I feel like my life could be a Lifetime movie. 

I have nothing else to say to not make myself feel like a blubbering idiot. 

Why was I born here? Into this family that doesn’t care about my wants. 

I should have ran away.